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The name is Ruby, Ruby Real, Rooby, Rooby-Roo, Rooby-Dooby, Rooby, Rooby-Dooby-Do, etc, take your pick really, I am very open to any name suggestions as long as they're not rude. I am 21 years old *le gasp* catch the old lady and throw her in the dungeon! Oh yes, I am over 20 years old, Although at time it might not seemed like it, I still am. I am currently working but not planning to be stuck there forever, I am saving up to go to back to College, I want to finish my degree, my first choice would be medical, but if nothing goes as plan, I guess I'd settle for something less demanding, that doesn't mean I won't try.
I've been using PSP 9 for over a year, I tolerate PS7 and have NO clue what-so-ever on how to use GiMP, save your breath if you're thinking about asking me. I hate animated graphic, it's a pain. I make icons at random and whenever I feel like it, signatures are not something I fancy doing, but I do some anyway. And I am HOPELESS on making LJ layout, so I use whatever I can find and hope for the best.
HARRY POTTER (duh!), Supernatural, Numb3rs, Kyle XY, Psych, E.R, Prison Break, Westlife, Books, Jensen Ackles, Wentworth Miller, PSP 9, Keira Knightley, My Girl, Web Design, Science, Medical, Math, Music, etc.
Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

-- Mary Frye (1932)
This layout was made in Photoshop CS, handcoded in Notepad by Nocturne, using brushes by Liajedi and Linzee. All rights reserved.
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... Evil, Pure Evil, Thanks Duby [January 30th, 2008 | 05.25]
[ mood | blah ]

I've been tagged, thanks to my lovely friend; Duby (blackheart2301  ). Ehem... Anyone who get tagged by me can blame her... Heheh...

a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b. Tag seven people to do the same
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

1) Fact: I feel stupid if I don't read at least a book in a month time. Even when I have a very tight schedule, I'd make time, I'd read on the bus, while I walk, eating - anytime I could squeeze a few lines to read.

2) Quirk: If I like a song, I'd listen to it over and over and over - you get the point. I once listen to a song for ten hours straight on my MP3 while I was trying to finish of a few things.

3) Quirk: I always enter or exit a room - even get out of bed with my right foot first. No exception, I'm not sure how I did it, I just do.

4) Fact: I've never traveled out of my country - ever. I don't even have a passport that could enable me to travel, this is because I hate traveling.

5) Habit: Night time is my time. I think better and clearer at night than I do in the morning - If I couldn't find a solution to a problem in the morning, night time usually promise me one if not a simple peace of mind.

6) Quirk: I talk to myself - No kidding. I like to think out loud, it helps me better when I need to solve something. Sometimes at random I started to mumble and the only known friend of mine who could bare to be seen with me when this happen is ..... Can't tell you her name, only she's been my friend since I was seven.

7) Habit: I write a lot, I'd write anything, even at the corner of my books and I'd usually refer back to it when I run out of ideas to write.

And the lucky ones are ;;
04rebhop  , alwayshoping  , chloe0076  , lollie2e  , omg_pretty  , abby_road87  , sc101 
Sorry guys, like I said, it's not my fault >.>


Oh It's What You Do To Me [August 8th, 2007 | 09.39]
[ mood | bored ]

Booya! I'm on a roll! Mehh, not really, I have just been REALLY bored and I don't really have my muse to write anything creative, seems like my muse had decided to take a vacation, so yeah, I can't RP either... At the end, I fiddle around with PSP... And more icons for you there ^____^

[x] 05 {001 - 005} Alicia Silverstone [Suggested by Leyla]
[x] 20 {006 - 025} Gaspard Ulliel [Suggested by Cammy]
[x] 05 {026 - 030} Matt Bellamy [Suggested by Becky]
[x] 20 {031 - 050} One Tree Hill [Inspired by Duby - Dang you xD]
[x] 05 {051 - 055} Severus Snape - Alan Rickman [Suggested by Becky]


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But Something's Better [August 7th, 2007 | 04.01]
Ok... Curse you Duby ^____^ I got so bored and went on a roll on making icon. No, I'm no THAT good, but, I figured I'd burn some time since I'm stuck doing nothing else anyway... And I came across John Mayer on this other site... So... 15 John Mayer icons for you.

[x] 15 John Mayer icons



She Hates Time Make It Stop [August 6th, 2007 | 11.55]
[ mood | tired ]

Weeeeeeee! Yes! I have one again resurface after a long hiatus without any notice of sort... Can you ever forgive me? *puppy eyes* 'course you can, you love me ^___^ Oh, I don't come back empty handed there ladies and gents... Five Reese Witherspoon icons, why five may you ask? I go lazy... Heheh... Plus, I REALLY need to hit the hay since uhh... if I don't I'd fall asleep at work... Heheh...

[x] 5 Reese Witherspoon
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Carry On My Wayward Son [June 3rd, 2007 | 09.28]

*halo* Oh yes... a new batch of stuffs... Supernatural this time... Just because I FEEL like it... Hmm... Well, not much of 'Supernatural'... Mostly Jensen, yeahh... I'll make more of Jared, but, he's not as delicious as Jensen... Heheh...


A sweet-talkin' [May 27th, 2007 | 00.10]
Ahhh... I am ALIVE... After my oh-so-long absence, I have once again return to the wonders of LJ... Heheh... With five icons... Coz I feel like it...



I Seemed To Have Lost My Mind... [August 3rd, 2006 | 01.53]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I have probably, 10,000 things down my to-do list. But, I seemed to get myself distracted all the time. Thinking about it alone made me all tired and lazy to even bother to start on anything at all... This is just great, sarcasticly saying... So, I went to do some more random blogthings...

Some funny result.. What's funnier, I don't think my friends would think it's funny...

Hey, Don't Write Yourself Out Yet [July 30th, 2006 | 15.05]
[ mood | anxious ]

I was bored... So, here ya go, 3 Jimmy Eat World Icons, because my hyperness level went down in the middle of graphic making that made me all tired and bored now...

[x] 3 Jimmy Eat World Icons


Strike Three! [July 19th, 2006 | 00.26]
[ mood | bored ]

Uhh... Boredome strikes again =P


Pirates Life Is The Way Of Life [July 16th, 2006 | 06.54]
[ mood | bored ]

Simple & short... I got bored...

[x]25 Johnny Depp Icons [Jack Sparrow]


Spare A Minute To Think [June 23rd, 2006 | 06.50]
[ mood | amused ]

For no reason, I found myself thinking. It is this funny way my brain works that sometimes I grew rather tired of and wish that I could be somewhat "normal" as in every other human being standard. And then, I found myself thinking again - What's normal? The line that stood 90 degrees from the floor? I am not an intelligent person - I doubt I'm even that smart. But, I'm always curious, I feel the need to figure out about countless of things from hidden clues of my favourite series that would reveal what would the character have to face in the future to facts on disease. I wish I could categorize me, or at least be a little more ordinary, like everyone around me. Than maybe the world won't be that scary.

I am no Emo - And I have nothing againts them. I am no Prom Queen - And I no problem with them either. And I found myself standing here, in the middle as I always have been for as long as I can remember. Is it a bad thing? I'm not sure, the truth is, I don't even know whether I would be bother to be an outkast or "normal".

I spent my time again reading, my topic for today, Neopets. I actually went to read the facts of when and how it all begin. I have played on Neopets since 1999, having to lost my account and password and stopped playing for about 5 years until I resume playing about a year ago. What I figure out? The founders were actually Europeans. Hmm.. I didn't know that and I figure out that Neopets have Premium - Too bad I can't get that since I have no credit card.

And then I came across Asperger syndrome. According to WikiPedia.Org: Asperger syndrome, also called Asperger's syndrome, AS, or the more common shorthand Asperger's, is characterized as one of the five pervasive developmental disorders, and is commonly referred to as a form of high-functioning autism. In very broad terms, individuals with Asperger's have normal or above average intellectual capacity, with atypical or poorly developed social skills often with emotional/social development or integration happening later than usual as a result.

And what's funny, I end up reading somewhat a fandom thing my friend came across. About how far can it get and found myself yet again thinking - Maybe I think too much. It's obvious and my friends knows it quiet clearly that I am indeed a Ron/Hermione shipper, I don't think they bother much to try and change my mind... What I don't get is... What makes a person better? Their choise of sexuality or who they really are? [Reffering to Slash - I have nothing against it, I just don't read it - Well, I've only read two slash fiction so far, H/D, H/R]

Well... I do think too much, don't I?


Getcha Head In The Game [June 22nd, 2006 | 03.48]
[ mood | bored ]

I was gonna make some icons... And then I found myself tired of trying to make icons and plus my feet is killing me, maybe I shouldn't have hang out all day -.--... And I end up taking another quiz ^^

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
What Time Of Day Are You?

Wow! I am???  I didn't know I'm THAT kinda person, maybe this quizes are mental -.--

Uh-Oh, We're In Trouble [June 18th, 2006 | 03.05]
[ mood | weird ]

Well, I'm not in trouble actually, it's the song on my playlist at the moment ^^ Hmm... How things have been going for the past hours, watched TV, listening to about 200 songs, watching TV, re-read Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire for the 100th time, watching TV, that was basically it. And due to all the very interesting activity I have today, my icons to-do list just grow longer. I kept getting ideas when I saw this and that and I just need to experiment when I get the ideas.

I stumbled over a petition about a new Dumbledore and such and of course, I signed it. I don't have anything against Michael Gambon, he's just not the Dumbledore material, at least I don't think so, neither do the 950 people who signed before me.

And I found a Dark Oracle forum. Well, I've only watched the series, like a couple episode or so, but it's not that bad. I kinda like how the whole thing goes and it's just I'm not much of a series person. Tried watching some series and get bored of it after a period of time and the only series I still bother to watch is Charmed and sadly it had found its end-of road too.

I tried to make some icons and decide to delete them because it turned out like complete crap! I'd probably try and make some later on, if I feel creative enough or less whozzy (not getting proper sleep). I definately need to catch a muse and keep it nearby or another option is to finally get myself out and just simply hanging at the mall - personally, I like the first option or be stuck in a library... Oh fine... I'ma geek ^^ And loving it!

Wosshhh!! I better wrap up the whinning and all issues and read Da Vinci Code - or could just watch the movie for crying out loud! Heheh ^^


I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret [June 16th, 2006 | 22.40]
[ mood | silly ]

Yesss......... It's my crappy icons time ^^ Coz I'm simply bored... Heheh...

[x] 8 Emma Watson
[x] 1 Random


When All You Got To Keep Is Strong [June 16th, 2006 | 13.09]
[ mood | weird ]

Ok... So I don't feel creative today, not that I didn't try to. It's just so many speculating inside my head that I have no idea which comes first. I end up finding myself reading countless pages of facts about diseases, Harry Potter, Eragom, Bands, Rome, etc. It is funny after all these years my curiousity never quiet die just yet when other people will simple be bore with facts that life sucks as they call it. I still enjoy reading and figuring out what's what from the past, what's happening in the present and predict what's coming in the future.

So, I spent about two hours reading about what people think will happen in book 7 of Harry Potter series; will Harry die, or will he live? Well, to tell you the truth for the first time since I have read the book I have no freaking idea of what's going to happen to Harry. I always have the faintest idea of what's coming; Sirius's death, Dumbledore's death, etc. But, now... I'm simply clueless which really sucks.

JK always have her way of sharing what's coming, giving discreet hints to the most obvious (which people tend to overlook) hints there are. For some funny reason, I kinda looking forward for more deaths in the book and no - I have no obssesion toward deaths in the book. I read on Wiki that one of Harry's classmates will be a teacher in Hogwarts (not Ron) and I found myself listing the possibilty of whom. My first option is Neville - Oh put a sock in it, I love Professor Sprout as well... But, I kinda figure that Neville had always cut out to be the teacher and that he'll eventually grow more confidence (I have faith in the lad).

And for some funny reason, I don't think it will be Hermione. She's too - teacher-ish. Hahah... I have no idea what's the right word to use. Harry if he survive, for some reason I kinda looking forward for him to be one bitter adult - or not. Ron, he's cut out to be a Quidditch player, he just need to see he is as good as everyone else on the team and stop having all the guilt problem - and spider. Well, if it's not Neville who would return as a teacher, I have my hopes of Ernie McMillan - I understand he's a minor character. But, he's not that invisible.

I don't care what other people say, but I still believe that Snape is more than meets the eyes (Unless JK stated otherwise). I don't believe Draco would have killed Dumbledore either (obviously). And I have no problem with JK killing more characters (Even thought I was sad when Dumbledore die) She seemed to have reasons for everything. Each deaths that had occured in the book, seemed to make Harry a stronger person; in both good and bad ways. Good; he finally realize that it is his own battle and that no one else can fight it for him. Bad; he wants revange, and that can't be good.

Pheww... I'm done rambling ^^ Hahah...


As We Go On [June 14th, 2006 | 17.49]
[ mood | sad ]

I was trying to have a day where I can just simply watch TV and do nothing other than reading. But, nothing turn out to be the way I wanted. I watched the last episode of Charmed on TV this morning and was feeling a little sad, bound to be. I watched the series for 8 years, yes, I do miss a couple episodes every now and then. It's just the memories it brought when it reached the end that kinda give me the kick in the head. And that hurts.

Then, I started to look back of the times when innocent had not yet been robbed away, how I missed those days. I missed climbing the tree at my school and being scolded by my teacher "For godness's sake! You're a girl, get down this instance!" And how then I made the puppy face and my teacher just decide to let everything slide...

Then, I thought about how many hours I used to spent with my little brother, how we used to watched TV and pretend we're characters from any series. My brother was the one who got me started to watch Charmed. It's a pity I watched the last episode alone. I remember all the shows we used to watch together, growing up, there's just the two of us against the odds, taking care of each other along the way.

And then... I realized that I missed those time so much. I missed the innocent I used to have, I missed spending time with my brother pretending we're someone else. It's funny how fast time fly and we suddenly realize how far we have fell behind. How today and tomorrow so quickly turn to yesterday...

So, I decide to just come online and open my PSP to make some icons... Apperently those are the only things I can do to forget...

[x] 6 Random Icons


These Boots Are Made For Walking [June 13th, 2006 | 03.28]
[ mood | weird ]

Ahhhhhhhh!! The... Err... What's the term for sleeping problem? Nevermind, I don't make sense at late hours, I started to ramble and went completely nutty. Heheh... Lucky... My friends doesn't seemed to mind this part of my craziness. Made some icons... Yeahhhhhh... Some... Forgot how many -.--

[x] 3 Ben Hogestyn [General Hospital]
[x] 2 Jesse Spencer [House]
[x] 1 David Thewlis [Remus Lupin]
[x] 1 Johnny Depp
[x] 1 Laura Linney
[x] 1 Thomas Wansey [Ace Lightning]


[June 13th, 2006 | 02.12]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm suppose to be sleeping! But, for some reason I started thinking and end up sitting in front of the computer, like always, reading unless things that have got nothing to do with any decent choice to further my study. I actually think that was fun... -head desk- I need a life. Due to a pathetic life and lack of social skills... [no joke] I went around taking quizzes... Coz I'm bored as well... I need a new book... Just as soon as I sort out the mountain of books that I have -.-- Errkk... I'm a weirdo... -skips off-

Your Geek Profile:

Academic Geekiness: Moderate

Fashion Geekiness: Moderate

SciFi Geekiness: Moderate

Gamer Geekiness: Low

Geekiness in Love: Low

Movie Geekiness: Low

General Geekiness: None

Internet Geekiness: None

Music Geekiness: None

Hmmm... Apperently I am not geeky enough... Whew! That's a relief - I mean - Too bad... Heheh... Not that being a geek is a bad thing... This is kinda a very long story -.--

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

Ehhh... -measure skin thickness- Ummm... Guess this one is almost right ^^ Is it just me or these tests or quizes never gets me troughly... LOL... Maybe I have split personality problems -starts talking to an imaginary friend- Where was I? Hahah... Joking ^^

Gahhness... I am dead lazy... I betta make more crappy icons x__X

The Blogthings... [June 12th, 2006 | 07.53]
[ mood | awake ]

Someone had got to remind me to not go online when I'm bored... I end up taking the quiz thing... Heheh... Apperently, I'm Emerald Green... Whatever on earth that means :-/

You Are Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

Since I Can't Watch TV [June 11th, 2006 | 18.39]
[ mood | bored ]

My mum officially conquer the TV... Hahah... That leaves me stuck online for a couple of hours and I got bored and made these...

[x] 5 Michael Pitt [No relations to Brad Pitt]


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